lol illest nigga
I’m NOT gonna miss you when you’re gone, you’re gonna miss ME when I’M gone. Done with your bullshit. It’s only a matter of time when I get my license..
I’ve been denying myself the truth for so long. I’ve always thought that I am good enough and I get what I deserve. Now that I’ve been thinking about it, that’s a load of bullshit. The hurtful truth is, I don’t deserve you. I’ve been fucking up so much and it’s hard to even keep a conversation going with you without me freaking out over something that I should be proud of. I should be proud that 99.9 percent of the guys you’ve come in contact with you would want to wifey you up. My mind works for the worse. I think up some crazy shit and hopefully they aren’t even true. I guess I just don’t anyone to realize how great you are, or you to realize how much of a shitbag I am. I really don’t want to lose you now, especially after what we’ve been through the whole 1 year and almost 8 months.. I need to stop doing what I’m doing and realize that all the thoughts I think up are never going to happen. You deserve so much better than what you’re getting from me now. I’ve said that over and over and over again only to express how true that statement is. I wouldn’t blame you if you walked out the door right now. I’ve been so troublesome lately and I’ve just been killing your good moods. I don’t deserve you, but if you decide to stay for the rest of my life, I’ll never be able to express thankfulness I’ll feel when you walk down the aisle with your beautiful white dress.